Thursday, February 3, 2011

感觉

怎么啦?
我是怎么啦?
睡不着
失眠
最近,好多泪想留~
好多事想倾诉~
哭到泣不成声
吃不下饭
不~~~
那不是我~
瘦了~
食欲消失了~

你依然控制着我的情绪
你.................
对我大声点
我就有想哭的感觉
你对我甜点
我就有被爱的感觉
但这些感觉是多么的卑微的·
那么的不清晰.

你突然来的一封信息
会让我加倍的想你
你的冷漠·
会让我卑微堕落得更久
你对我一点不在乎,
为什么我还是爱得那么不认输
我.........
想念你·
你要我不要对你那么好~
对我不公平·
想说·
我不在意..
根本不算什么···
我那么常信息你·,
你一定觉得我很烦..
我一定让你很讨厌..
我已经控制我自己了.
但还是压抑不了对你的思念·

你说的·
我都懂··
我都晓得·
我累了~
在崩溃的边缘了~
还是爱着你..

Friday, November 26, 2010

FORGET N FORGIVE !


I am feeling kind of weak now.

Lots of things have been happening and it makes me feel sick inside out.

I hope things turn out to be better.

It comes to a point that I should make the effort to blog everyday because everytime when i want to blog about my happenings, i always tend to forget what i wanted to said and it always happened again & again. 


I shouldn't elaborate further and I just hope that you'll be fine no matter how life becomes.




you're a big impact to me and i was crying out in pain , I guess you wouldn't even bother about how I feel ?



where were you when I needed you the most ?




I'm sick of those excuses from you .
Forgive & forget ?


If that is going to happen everytime a person did something wrong,must i just forget the past and forgive the person and look positive ?


he/she can make the 1st mistake,2nd mistake,3rd mistake without knowing what is really wrong with him/her
Isn't he/she taking things for granted?


By telling the person will not make any difference because the same thing will happen again.


If the person can give 101 excuses about his/her wrong doings so does it mean he/she can be trusted?


So it is for you to find out and for you to believe.


The word "I love you" don't mean anything to me
I am frank with the words i say. 
Don't like it so be it.


I am just being truthful but you have your 101 lame excuses & reasons.


People like you do things with regrets, without thinking the rights and wrongs.
Its just a minute of fun, a period of sweetness and a lifetime hurts.



Wednesday, November 24, 2010

...瞭...

圣诞节··
现在大家的话题都是
圣诞节~

转眼··
已经过了19个圣诞节了
时间真快···

到处都充满圣诞节的气息·
深呼吸~
气氛是那么的浓~

心里是那么的寂寞 >,<
单身···
圣诞节能做什么呢?

答案是
独自在家 ='(

我还以为你会回来~
哪里知道 ='(

啊啦~~
在家好啦~

不是没朋友约一起过圣诞节~
而是·
我不想参与·

在家好了❤
朋友们一定会玩得很开心的❤

希望他们都能和他们的另一半有个难忘的圣诞节❤

mcd

朋友约吃早餐··
我9点等他等到1点!
不会自动的囖~
让我一个人在那里等这么久~~~

发脾气又不行~
破坏我的形象~
啊啦!!!
就非常生气就是了啦 ><

等到饿···
自己点先~~~
一个人吃~

对面就这么巧的坐着一对情侣~
甜蜜到==
他们和我比较的话真的是很大对比 ><

真是气死~
选什么麦当劳==
大家都是和朋友~家人~另一半·

就只有我一个人 ><


吃不完·
太大份了~~~

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以后我也要让你等我·
然后放你飞机 ><

Monday, November 22, 2010

........ 覴 ...............

 没什么东西想写·
没什么东风西想说·
没什么
没什么
没什么···



Sunday, November 21, 2010

... 某人 ...

某人
天冷了
夜里要记得盖好被子

某人
不一定要穿的很美
但一定要暖和

某人
洗澡的前要记得先把水的温度调好

某人
不要再吃太多凉的水果了

某人
如果感冒了一定要去医院
吃药

某人
早上起床的时候
不要猛一下把被子掀开
那样容易着凉

某人
洗完头
一定要等到头发干了再出门

某人
要记得按时吃饭
别饿坏

某人
不准吃泡面

某人
不要经常熬夜
要按时休息

某人
不开心的时候
要给我打电话或发短信

某人
不要吃太辛辣的食物
不要喝碳酸饮料
不要喝凉水
对胃不好

某人
过马路的时候
要左右看一下

某人
我想你了

 某人
 你要好好照顾自己呀 =)

Saturday, November 20, 2010

... uʍop os lǝǝɟ .......

 why you always affect my mood  ?
you can make me SMILE
make me CRY ..

i cry inside of me
i cry silently
i cry hopelessly.

i love you
did you know ?
or you never knew ?

why you want push me away ?
why ?
 
cause he loved me?
this is an excuse !
if you think i'm bored
please tell me.

i can leave
i can pretend
i can .... i can ...... i can ......

IF YOU WANT !!!
you really breaking my hurt !
  I could NEVER LOVE AGAIN
I didn’t need the pain.
enough ~
i can't breathe
 when my heart is broken in two ='(
but really 
you are the only one who really knew me at all...
please tell me how you feel
don't hide
cause
 ALL I CARE ABOUT YOU .

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MY

DEAREST  FRIENDS !